I can't answer the
question, whether I think all good fiction is psychologically wise, but I will
always give it my best shot. Maybe to me
it should be, but I doubt that it is the expectation of
the majority.
As we say, not all works
of fiction are read and enjoyed for the same reasons, or to find
insights.
During my reading of one of Michael Cunningham’s novels, By
Nightfall, I felt uneasy, sadness prevailed in my mind, most of the
time, and writers of this style of prose will almost always have significance
on my personal life. I will
explain why.
I find
it disconcerting, while I’m reading, to feel every inch of me
tingle, to feel as though someone were striking me as if I were a tuning fork -
where words take hold of my nerve endings, while I await the next
sentence, or the next paragraph, to bring some light into an
uncomfortable subject that has to be viewed by this reader. Until the shoe drops, I catch myself holding
my breath.
Writers such as
Cunningham won't shy away from thoroughly expressing themselves, by expressing
their characters needs and desires. And
even though this writer, Cunningham, holds a gentle hand, giving you a
glimpse of the world around, and the world within, he can stir images up that
will capture those insights we may or may not want to hold onto. We very well may end up struggling with our
own inner demons.
This line by Gustave
Flaubert, ‘Madame Bovary, ch. 12, was altered and used in Cunningham’s
novel. “...exaggerated turns of speech
conceal mediocre affections: as if the fullness of the soul might not sometimes
overflow in the emptiest of metaphors, since no one, ever, can give the exact
measurements of his needs, nor of his conceptions, nor of his sufferings, and
the ‘human word is like a cracked cauldron upon
which we beat out melodies fit for making bears dance when we are trying to
move the stars to pity.’
So, the question is, why
do you love the fiction you love? On an
introspective morning, these were my thoughts.
Let me put it this way,
the question really is, why do I read what I read, if it turns my world inside
out, and upside down? Just for that reason! Where are we, who are
we, what are we, if we are standing still in the dark?
Some people like to live
in the mundane, because it is safe. It cannot hurt you. I do not
live there, not any more. We cannot move beyond stagnant, if we
are not challenged by the least expected; we will never discover whom we
are, and move forward, if we are standing alone.
Give me more
Life evolves
Dormant is dead
I don't always feel
comfortable, being stretched to my limits by what I feel in the
written word, but unless I experience it, I cannot know it is
there, and never realize I am alive.
Give me more
Deeper, Richer
Appreciation for life
In rereading Virginia
Woolf's Mrs. Dalloway, in preparation to reading Cunningham's The Hours, I
saw this quote from Shakespeare’s play Cymbeline. Cunningham also repeated this
quote:
" 'Fear no more the heat o' the sun
Nor the furious winter's rages.' "
The ordinary is what VW
and Cunningham’s characters tell you about in their stories. These intimate
looks from these writers are what make them, and what they see and give
us, extraordinary.
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